New Living Translation

Psalms • Chapter 38

1 O LORD, don’t rebuke me in your anger<br>or discipline me in your rage!<br> 2 Your arrows have struck deep,<br>and your blows are crushing me.<br> 3 Because of your anger, my whole body is sick;<br>my health is broken because of my sins.<br> 4 My guilt overwhelms me —<br>it is a burden too heavy to bear.<br> 5 My wounds fester and stink<br>because of my foolish sins.<br> 6 I am bent over and racked with pain.<br>All day long I walk around filled with grief.<br> 7 A raging fever burns within me,<br>and my health is broken.<br> 8 I am exhausted and completely crushed.<br>My groans come from an anguished heart.<br> 9 You know what I long for, Lord;<br>you hear my every sigh.<br> 10 My heart beats wildly, my strength fails,<br>and I am going blind.<br> 11 My loved ones and friends stay away, fearing my disease.<br>Even my own family stands at a distance.<br> 12 Meanwhile, my enemies lay traps to kill me.<br>Those who wish me harm make plans to ruin me.<br>All day long they plan their treachery.<br> 13 But I am deaf to all their threats.<br>I am silent before them as one who cannot speak.<br> 14 I choose to hear nothing,<br>and I make no reply.<br> 15 For I am waiting for you, O LORD.<br>You must answer for me, O Lord my God (Elohim).<br> 16 I prayed, “Don’t let my enemies gloat over me<br>or rejoice at my downfall.”<br> 17 I am on the verge of collapse,<br>facing constant pain.<br> 18 But I confess my sins;<br>I am deeply sorry for what I have done.<br> 19 I have many aggressive enemies;<br>they hate me without reason.<br> 20 They repay me evil for good<br>and oppose me for pursuing good.<br> 21 Do not abandon me, O LORD.<br>Do not stand at a distance, my God (Elohim).<br> 22 Come quickly to help me,<br>O Lord my savior.<br>